This ain't a love song

Where does this road would lead me to?

I have made a decision on this part of my life which may not have a turning point. I may not live that long...

...but for whatever that left of it, I think it's time to pick up the broken pieces and move on. This is as real as it gets in this life.

As I reflect on this journey that I've made so far, there are definitely few things which I am not so proud of... and this would probably top the list.

Would you ever forgive me?

This ain't a love song.

I should have seen it coming when the roses died
Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes
I should have listened when you said good night
You really meant good bye

Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time
Like we got away with the perfect crime but
We were just a legend in my mind
I guess that I was blind

Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade
The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade
You and I were the renegades, some things never change

It made me so mad cause I wanted it bad for us baby
Now it's so sad that whatever we had, aint worth saving
If the love that I got for you is gone
If the river I've cried ain't that long
Then Im wrong, yes I'm wrong, this ain't a love song

If the pain that I'm feeling so strong
Is the reason that I'm holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah I'm wrong - this ain't a love song

I cried and I cried
There were nights that I died for you baby
I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy

If the pain that Im feeling so strong
Is the reason that Im holding on
Then Im wrong, yeah Im wrong - this aint a love song
Yes, Im wrong, yeah, Im wrong - this aint a love song